WHAT ABOUT ME ?

Pheww life has never been this hectic.. it's true that people say mothers are superwomen !!! Juggling everything work, home, family, & BUNDLE OF JOY !!!! 

Me: So when will I have time for me ???
REALITY : ME ???????? WHAT ME ??? WHO ME ???????? THERE'S NO " ME,MYSELF & I " anymore in life !!

Yes ladies !!!! once the bundle of joy arrives there's no time for yourself. You often miss your meals, no more singing in the shower time, you hardly find time to sleep, you become outdated in latest movies. "ENNATHU ???? ROBBIN WILLIAM SETHUTHARAAAAAAAAA ???????".
We intend to completely focus on nothing else but our bundle of joy.

But is that right ??? Just take a minute and think of our mother's life, it has always been about others and never about them. I wouldn't wanna lose myself. So I have decided to slowly change my lifestyle. I make sure I have my meals ( healthy ones ), After putting Laxshika to sleep I do my skin care routine & etc it's all about finding the time for yourself. Though she STILL doesn't have her day naps. She goes full time on her night sleep. Only wakes up for her feed n that's it. The key of having time for yourself is to be SELFISH. LOL ! Don't I sound wicked ??????? Naaaa !!!

Thank God I have my " MOMMIES GANG" on WhatsApp to keep me accompanied the whole day !!! Makes me feel like I'm not the only odd one out there. 

The Long Waited Arrival

FINALLY OUR PRINCESS HAD DECIDE TO POP OUT ON THE 18th of JUNE 2014...

It all started at 2.45 in the morning. When I was woken up from my deep sleep by a POP of water oozing out of me. I jumped out of the bed and rushed to d bathroom only to see my panty soaked wet. I had a huge doubt if it was my water bag or pee. LOL. Came & sat down on the bed wondering what to do next...looking at my husband fast asleep..I was wondering if I should wake the whole house up or to wait till morning, but then I remember reading some horrifying stories on the net.

So I decided to wake my husband up and when I woke him up and told him what had happen, with his 1/2 sleepy face he woke up and we both rushed down to make a coax and wake everyone up. As I thought everyone did jump up and started to get ready. Had a good hot water bath and we rushed to the hospital. Good thing that I packed my bag in advance and left it in d car, so all we did was just jumped into the car & drove to the hospital.

Reached the hospital around 4 a.m, got myself admitted and straight took me to the delivery suite. They started preparing me for the delivery, at 7 a.m they induced me thru I,V . Apparently you have 24 hours to deliver after your water bag breaks, but the doctor does not wait that long to avoid complications. So yeah they inserted the I.V and at that moment the only pain I had was d I.V . LOL

They checked my if I was dilated and I was not. Nurse told that it may take 6 to 8 hours for 1st delivery. Pain started slowly coming every 15 minutes once which was stilll bearable. By 10 am " I think " the pain started kicking in. It hurt so badly in "my"...you know ;) They nurse gave me the gas to inhale if I could not bare d pain, started using it after sometime.. At 11 a.m I was dilated 5 cm. and  from that very quickly to 8cm and then 10cm

At 12 p.m I started pushing. As much as I was in pain I tried my best to keep calm and was praying thru out the time, Pushing was hell.. I was really lucky enough to have good supportive nurses throughout the whole process. 

At around 1,20 p,m the baby finally started to crown and MY OH MY that was the peak of PAIN. Thank God doctor came in just in time, I was in the situation "GET HER OUT NOW" !!!!! Where else he was like "HI HELLO WHAT'S THE STATUS NOW" !!! Lol it was just so funny !!! So yeah he came in and checked and got dressed and laid open his bag of surgical scissors which was like my makeup brush set LOL. Picked one and started cutting me alil. 

Finally at 1.24 p.m she popped out !!!!! That was THE MOMENT. I have no words to express how I felt. The pain just vanished. I could not take away my eyes from her. She had her eyes wide open looking all around. I started tearing at that moment. Really such a beautiful moment it was. I can never ever forget the whole experience in my entire life. Just a over night total change in life. 

P.S : TOOK ME 16 DAYS TO FINISH THIS POST !!!!